June in a Dozen Short Paragraphs
6.28.2019
^^My bare chested boys of summer! Procrastination at its finest. They didn't want to read or practice, so they raided my craft closet. I helped them make the headbands. Then they promptly went off to "war" in the backyard. But first, a picture.^^
June in a Dozen Short Paragraphs (ish)
1. I WON a $100 gift card to Maverick from a drawing! Pretty cool.
2. Levi hit Jed in the head with a two by four. Kid has a temper. No worries, Jed is okay and probably partially deserved it.
3. My hormones are all out of whack again. I know because I have felt abnormally stressed and have a very short temper the week before I start my period. Then I feel relief when it finally starts. (At least I recognize the severe mood swings, right?) It means I am hopping back on birth control, bringing a year and a half stint of trying for a fourth baby to an end. It's really bittersweet, but feels like the right thing? I think. Secondary infertility is the pits. My friend Danielle empathized with me and told me that it's okay to mourn that loss, that dream. Bless her. I could have kissed her and cried; she understands.
Slowly, I think I am learning to trust God and His plan for me, to be content with what I've been given. Three healthy boys are more than enough to fill my motherhood cup!